Well she finally put her foot down. Why not? I feel absolutely pathetic. My best friend was the type to stand me long enough. I just feel so bad for what i had put her through. And now i'm sitting here...crying. I hate crying! We are not speaking to each other. She pulled the plug on our relationship. God why am i so stubborn?! 9 days before i leave. What if i get lost? I'm thinking about being an introvert. Read a book at food times. Not talk to people. That would be alright. So Sad....